all i wanted is only you.
19 December 2009


its our sweet 6 months together when the day hits 081209.
yes.. the above pic represents "You Sweep Me Off My Feet"

through these 6 months.. i realised that only being in his arms,
i'll always feel being loved and blissful.

he'd never fail to make honey water for me when he knows i'm going to work.. to make sure i drink something and stays healthy.

he'd always want the best for me and is always there when i'm sick.

he'd tell me "when i first held ur hand, giv u the 1st hug, kiss u the 1st time, i told myself that i gonna take gd care of my gal as long as i could, shower her with lots of love and care."

he'd tell me he'd bring our future kids and me to mac every weekend for breakfast... just because i told him my parents would nv bring me to mac when i was young, and i always envy other children from far.

he'd tell me that he wan our future kids and me to feel loved and live well.

when i give him surprises like delivering supper to him.. he'd get soo joyful and say "really touched that u came down all the way to deliver supper despite after working for the whole day"

he'd make almond jelly to surprise me but i'd still tell him that i can do tastier one.

he'd mingle well with my family like nobody's business.

he'd tell me "life can nv b much better anymore with u by my side"

he'd tell me "i wan to cherish you as much as he can"

-and-

i also realise...

i'll accompany him whenever i can when he's studying for his exams.. like..
studying at NTU up till 10pm for many days just to sit beside him and motivate him to study.
stay up till late nights with him at my house to study.

i'd always want to think of many surprises to make him happy.
like doing the trophy.. photoframes.. MAN U jacket.

i will cook for him just to make sure he eat something good and fulfilling.

he's the only guy whom i'll get mad, excited, curious, upset with...

he's the only guy whom i always want to make him smile and laugh each day.

he's the only guy i want to make him feel loved.

definitely.. he's the only guy whom i want to hold my hands tgt with and walk into our future together.

************

with Jonathan Tan by my side, really... what more can I ask for?!
its already enough.

Thank You for being my boyfriend..
and Thank You for letting me be your Girlfriend to allow me to stand by your side all the time.




3:32 PM


28 November 2009




not that i just learn the following two things... but everyone pls remember hardly:

1) All humans do have freedom of speech

and let u all learn the 2nd ting...

A.S.S.U.M.E = making an ass out of you and me

i learn this 'assume' word from one of a class that i took before...
that class is all about EQ.

very simple... assumptions will only spoil relations.
agree?

so ppl... whenever things happen, ask urself
"am i assuming things or i have the evidence?"


and i must clearly state that...
i'm not referring to anyone.
in case.. 50 ppl come my blog.. 50 ppl assume that i'm saying about them.
i hav no time for that.


just some pretty nice stuffs to be learnt in life (:

4:34 AM


21 November 2009




its wonderful to have the AHs family.

its fantastically fun to be with MRTAN's friends..


and...

no lying...


it definitely feels very much loved and great working in GV JurongPoint.

and it also definitely feels blissful to be loved by my precious boyfriend, Jonathan Tan.

really.

4:46 AM


28 October 2009


teared while reading your msgs.
i bet u too.. teared.
our sisterhood will stay as strong as ever.
just like how much we can laugh together today.

i do miss the days that we spent in class together.
the non-stop laughing.. when..
we do lame stuffs together..
we listen to yuzhe, duli, weeteck's jokes..
we gossip with chewy..

just everything.

no matter wat happen..
be it bickering, tiffs..
we'll always be so like this..
as promised.

10:38 PM


26 October 2009


after i finish this post.. i swear i wun bring it up again anymore.
and i wun tink about it anymore.

i'm hurt.
truly hurt.
she's the one i cared for the most.
loved the most.
she does appreciate..
but in the end..
still saying things like she doesn't understands me at all.
always judging on things based on her own assumptions/perspective.

does she ever sit down.. ask herself..
"am i correct in stating all these statements?"

only some words.. but it strucked me deeply.
i lied that i'm just tired and i just wants to go home to rest.
while on the cab..
tears kept rolling down.

din tell him.
at that time of foolishness..
i thought he regards me the same way as how she tink of me.
but what he said at that point of time..
made me teared.

reached home with lights off until he came.
was tearing for an hour plus b4 i call him.

called someone.. crying.. but still.. din tell her anything.
din wan to worry her.
din wan to disturb her time.
so.. purposely changed subject and made myself feel better.

why do i tear?
because she's someone whom i love most.
wants the best for her.
but yet, times again she's the one who don't understand me most.

received assurances from da jie & bro in law.
those assurances meant alot to me. really.

over the phone calls.. i just tear silently.

i don't want to see those msgs.
it'll only hurt feelings even more.

tears over this matter will end now.
not gonna tear for this matter anymore.

its the past.
its all about compromising..

i still love her.. my er jie.

11:41 PM


19 October 2009


it always feels gd to receive surprises from MRTAN!
though its nth much, but he always planned tings jus to make our day enjoyable.
brought me to zoo ytd. was told tat the main reason was to let me see HIPPO?!?!
idiot. arghhs
photos will be coming up (:


its the first day of school and i only need to attend a 1.5hrs lecture.
lecturer released us early and my next lesson was also cancelled! HUA HEE.


stoopid OAKLEY specs made MRTAN run to Tanjong Pagar, den to Suntec, den to Redhill.


its gonna be a freaking hiong for the next 3 days.
二姐's house is ready by tmr. will be going up to help her with all the cleaning up.
so glad that she's settling down happily.


MRTAN and I also tink of settling down within 6yrs' time.
gonna have a minium of 3 kids and a maximum of 5 kids.
ppl saying i'm being a 母猪.
gd job.


we gonna settle down and hav a wonderful life like how we've planned.

love the way we always discuss tings tgt like we've nv done before with anyone else.
love the way we always imagine how our children will stick to us.
love the feeling that we seriously thought of settling down stably with one another.



4:18 PM


26 September 2009


busy doing box manual.
and MRTAN is soo lazily slping behind me.
FOREVER SLPING!!!

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN =[

2:05 PM


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