28 October 2009
teared while reading your msgs.
i bet u too.. teared.
our sisterhood will stay as strong as ever.
just like how much we can laugh together today.
i do miss the days that we spent in class together.
the non-stop laughing.. when..
we do lame stuffs together..
we listen to yuzhe, duli, weeteck's jokes..
we gossip with chewy..
just everything.
no matter wat happen..
be it bickering, tiffs..
we'll always be so like this..
as promised.
10:38 PM
26 October 2009
after i finish this post.. i swear i wun bring it up again anymore.
and i wun tink about it anymore.
i'm hurt.
truly hurt.
she's the one i cared for the most.
loved the most.
she does appreciate..
but in the end..
still saying things like she doesn't understands me at all.
always judging on things based on her own assumptions/perspective.
does she ever sit down.. ask herself..
"am i correct in stating all these statements?"
only some words.. but it strucked me deeply.
i lied that i'm just tired and i just wants to go home to rest.
while on the cab..
tears kept rolling down.
din tell him.
at that time of foolishness..
i thought he regards me the same way as how she tink of me.
but what he said at that point of time..
made me teared.
reached home with lights off until he came.
was tearing for an hour plus b4 i call him.
called someone.. crying.. but still.. din tell her anything.
din wan to worry her.
din wan to disturb her time.
so.. purposely changed subject and made myself feel better.
why do i tear?
because she's someone whom i love most.
wants the best for her.
but yet, times again she's the one who don't understand me most.
received assurances from da jie & bro in law.
those assurances meant alot to me. really.
over the phone calls.. i just tear silently.
i don't want to see those msgs.
it'll only hurt feelings even more.
tears over this matter will end now.
not gonna tear for this matter anymore.
its the past.
its all about compromising..
i still love her.. my er jie.
11:41 PM
19 October 2009
it always feels gd to receive surprises from MRTAN!
though its nth much, but he always planned tings jus to make our day enjoyable.
brought me to zoo ytd. was told tat the main reason was to let me see HIPPO?!?!
idiot. arghhs
photos will be coming up (:
its the first day of school and i only need to attend a 1.5hrs lecture.
lecturer released us early and my next lesson was also cancelled! HUA HEE.
stoopid OAKLEY specs made MRTAN run to Tanjong Pagar, den to Suntec, den to Redhill.
its gonna be a freaking hiong for the next 3 days.
二姐's house is ready by tmr. will be going up to help her with all the cleaning up.
so glad that she's settling down happily.
MRTAN and I also tink of settling down within 6yrs' time.
gonna have a minium of 3 kids and a maximum of 5 kids.
ppl saying i'm being a 母猪.
gd job.
we gonna settle down and hav a wonderful life like how we've planned.
love the way we always discuss tings tgt like we've nv done before with anyone else.
love the way we always imagine how our children will stick to us.
love the feeling that we seriously thought of settling down stably with one another.
4:18 PM
