should be posted on saturday.. but blogger got prob.

(:

with Macy slping so soundly behind me..
with the radio on listening to my favourite 93.3fm..
i feel so relaxed.
simply love her companion.

decided to blog some feelings of mine.

ultimately, i feel glad to lead the life i'm living now.

having a Caring Mummy
having a lovely Er Jie
having a Bro-in-law who seems to understand me in many ways
having a quiet, yet sometimes so heart-warming Da Jie
having a boyfriend who nv fails to be there for me, ensuring my welfare in all ways.

somehow, i miss my dad at times.
thinking of how is he doing.
thinking of his well-being.
thinking of whether did he miss us?

he regretted things too late.
though he did so many wrong things, but its all the past.
i jus simply feel that we need not to hold on to the past.
no matter wat, he's still my dad.
but everytime, i dared not to pick up the courage to call him up.

how sad huh...

my mum..
though sometimes she shows her unreasonablities, not understanding character
but she loves her 3 daughters.
though both my sisters have grown up,
but her worries for many tings bout them are still there.
i'm glad that i've learnt to be a better one after so many fights that had happened in the past.
never regret for any quarrels between us.
if not for the tiffs, the strong-bonded us won't be here today.

my er jie..
though she has grown to be more 'ba dao'
but i never fail to stop loving her as a sis.
thru many occassions, i jus wan to get the best for her everytime.
when i see her crying, being sad,
i'll tear at the back for no reason.

my da jie..
she has always been a quiet person.
someone who dun show her affections much.
someone who is always calm, steady-moving..
has always been understanding as she can be, and make sure mum is well-taken care of.

my bro-in-law..
i'm really glad that he takes gd care of my da jie in every ways.
he never fails to be there everytime.
always get the best things for my sis.
understand my sis in and out.
always tries to be the peacemaker, counsellor.
someone who understands me and makes me feels comfortable talking to.
always bring fun to the family.

my boyfriend, jonathan tan.
he understand fully of wat i wan everytime.
even silence is in the air at times, we know wat each other is thinking.
always ensuring that i get the best out of everyting.
always ensuring that i'll smile everyday even for the slightest thing tat could happen.
always giving me the sense of secure which is all i ever wanted.
i'm glad my family loves him.
i'm glad my family accept him.
i'm glad my family treats him like a family member.

how many ppl could hav such a happy, well-bonded family?
how many ppl out there wish to hav a more understanding parent, or sibling?

i also do hav friends whom make a difference in my life.
ensuring me the love they hav for me as a friend, gd friend, best friend.

Xinyi, my sec school friend till now..
been thru the saddest moments of mine with me.
when we meet up, we still hav lots of topics to chat on.
even though i dun confide in her so much as b4, but the feeling is still soo sparky when i see her.

Min Er, my ex-work place friend till now..
we used to worked all day long with one another.
eat gd food tgt.
giv each other surprises whenever we can.
missed the feeling that we used to be sooo wordy everyday.
once a month meeting up is already enough for me now (:

Alice, a friend whom i considered as my own sister.
we play, chat, talk, cry, laugh over almost everything we did together.
our hearts seems to be linked?! [sound so les]
we affect each other's emotions at all times.
i will try by best to ensure she feel loved all the time from me

she's jus like a twin sister of mine.
though she's not very gd at words, but i know her concern for me all the time.
i'm very sure, she's someone who made me feel the true feeling of friends.
and she made a great difference in my life.

Chew Mui, always been silently there for me.
though i dun tell her my tings as much as i tell alice,
but she always give me advices that she can.
i love giving her surprises too (:
i love making her happy.

YuZhe, the first guy friend who made me feel so appreciated being his friend.
though he's always soo KPO bout many tings,
but i feel comfortable talking to him than to any other guy friends.
we play, fight with each other when we see each other in school.
honestly, those ppl who dun understand him totally,
dun judge him only on the 表面.

WeeTeck & Du Li..
the lame ppl.
always make me laugh non stop.
always do their best to join in the group gathering everytime.
always nv forgetting the strong friendship the 6 of us hold.

another bunch of ppl tat made me feel happy almost everyday now..
are the GV peeps.

In Order:

WanYee, TeckSiong, ZhengYun, RyanTeo, Yilin, XinQi, SweeFeng, Victor, KeeFhong, Pau Yuen, WanJun, Adeline, Xiao Yu, HanSheng (still considering, cos he got no contributions. lols).

basically as a whole, its really the best to have them at the workplace.

they are simply great ppl to hang out with.

make me feel like i've known them for a long time.

how many ppl out there can u meet to consider them as ur gd friend?
someone whom u can talk all tings out?
laugh, cry, chat, play tgt everytime like nobody's business.

i know everyting is 得来不已. i do cherish wat i hav now.

you've made a difference in those little tings.

hope that ppl out there, must also cherish with what they hav too.